i'm always at a loss.

The greater part of a decade's worth of digital collation.
Abandoned outposts in the expanse of cyberspace.
Papers drifting in the wind; contextless excepts from deleted chat rooms, secretly passed notes, discarded and discovered.
Subroutines echoing in the depths of forgotten server rooms.

SOHF - NetLingo The Internet Dictionary: Online Dictionary of Computer and Internet Terms, Acronyms, Text Messaging, Smileys ;-)
Can't stop thinking about "plane lady" and the military appointed replacement citizen and influencer who replaced her. (reddit.com)
ARM CHEWERS CLUB OF NORTH AMERICA, ARM CHEWING, CORN HOLE, AND MORE
(6) MENA Visuals on X: "Coalition forces in the ancient Mesopotamian Ziggurat complex, Iraq."
Title: Composite Index of East Asian Buddhist Lexicographical Sources
I Will Fucking Piledrive You If You Mention AI Again — Ludicity
Mad2 f/f; p53 f/f; Lck-Cre+ T-ALL #2 Cell 21 - BioSample - NCBI
Kaķīša dzirnavas : K : Literārās pasakas : Pasakas : Pasakas.net
Remembering Biquette The Grindcore Goat - Discipline Mag
HOW TO DISARM A DOMENSTIC MONSTER - PART 1
Changeling/Spoken Dialogue - Official Pathologic Wiki
Fantasy World Creation Project - Series Groundwork
(3) Humans of Late Capitalism (@humans_late)
Ghost Population Conspiracy : conspiracy
The Transparent Catfish | ferrebeekeeper
メディカルケミストグループ
>all 40 bodies were burnt.
国際禅学研究所 (IRIZ)
https://drawing.garden/
BadGraph1csBl0g
banners-animated
2024 media blog
my PNG life
art gallery
Cameron's World
AniMisc

  for the first time ever; it was quiet. in the fields and fishponds 
  there was no one. the cars stopped and the planes vanished. the brief 
  instance of a daydream extended out to multiple months of hazy solitude.

certain moments of eternal nothing wrap me like soft sleep and reflections of overcast skies on my radar; data nexus returns silence unbroken and dull steel is slowly grown over with lichen and moss as the snow falls
the star at the center of the matrioshka brain i’ve uploaded my consciousness to is slowly dying, and the AI is struggling to maintain a believable reality
i know that after my death a pile of rubbish will be heaped on my grave, but the wind of history will sooner or later sweep it away without mercy.
i draw a picture of god in the mud with the ash of a burning stick and she looks like the reflection of murky water gazing back into my eyes
ancient coyote cult… venerating the fluffy yippers… raising them up literally and figuratively and probably sometimes getting to pet them
looking about at the sky as if he was thinking whether it were worth while to take an umbrella, until he was near having his tail shut in
i am a lot like a cat in real life. im scared easily i sleep a lot and the outside world is incredibly dangerous to me.
the capacity for wisdom has been blasted out the back of a holographic JFK skull and the metal gear solid bad ending
cultural terrorist is involved in an act of revolutionary suicide protesting the conditions of an inhuman world
companies gathering as much data from me as humanly possible to send a targeted ad directly into my adblocker
there, while wrapping yourself in warm comforter, you noticed a notification light blinking on your phone
assassins on the world-scale board game upon which it isn't clear who is winning or what side you are on
your bones are scraped clean by the desolate wind. your vault will now surely die, as you have.
dreams hurt if you can't get out. i'll drown down there. every little piece of me will drown.
and if the mist ever lets the sun through i just hope i did the right thing for me and you
she wiped that smug look off my face, but luckily I had a smaller smug look on underneath
people who became ghosts are following me still. it's a gift just to feel their touch.
he saved those he could manage to save, and the ones he couldn’t, he kept with him
"yes," she quietly repeated to herself, "the angels see this and understand it."
the computer lit early mornings we share, the hollow spaces we both know so well
they can cleverly piece together voices and sounds they've heard to communicate
neverending desire to fly, neverending desire to starve - return me to the sky
listened to this on every saturday in october and it did /toggledownfall irl
but give me wings like noah's dove and i'll fly up harbor to the one i love
if only your veins were filled with oil the world would rush to your rescue
do you think I might be fool enough to run away from heaven if I get there?
music that sounds like rain pounding on the roof on a cold grey sleepy day
eyes in the dark just outside of your vision inhuman motions of a stranger
when you love someone its easy to see yourself covered in their blood
just got released from a thai prison, what's current the state of osu
umm, i think the conspiracy is right.. something weird is happening
till our brains and our guts splatter all over the fucking sidewalk
LSD is known to cause psychosis in the people who haven't taken it.
scattering sparks of thought energy deliver me and carry me away
God is sending me to the stars every night and it's scaring me.
they were all in love with dying they were doing it in texas
the deers troubles are now over. try not to be too jealous
ill will emanates from voices of coyotes in the moonlight
trying to make those tiny points of light meet your eyes
if your own children kill you, it's probably your fault
Sometimes I feel like the prequel to a horrible person
as the clouds coated in thin fragile glass grew larger
blocked blocked blocked none of you are free from sin
10 year old scientist creates his own periodic table
if the answer is no, then try to forget I ever asked
today, we are only going to talk about the grommets
had to explain what furries are to a friend on LSD
pain heals. chicks dig scars. glory lasts forever.
i don't want to live in a world without warm hugs
when a bomb goes off, everything becomes shrapnel
black coyote is deaf, he cannot hear your orders
get them big ass ears off the caption got damn
переходи на премиум и получай полную свободу
the following eight years of radio silence
i tried to write you a psychotic love song
I remember how right it felt in his arms
what an interesting choice you have made
the burden of needing to eat to survive
you're not a cat you killed my brother
no you don't get it i want it to hurt
i will carry this scar until my death
you're the reason i believe in ghosts
i am become sleepy, the goer to bed 
the star shall gorge itself on clay
vacuum collapse werewolf break free
i wrote you a song i'll never sing
on the rooftop, light up the water
i have made my bed in the darkness
i see all the things that haunt me
accompanied by an inhabited planet
it seems to me this world is dying
the seed of eden has begun to rot
lycaon Orange Julius いつも落ちる
funny animals call me to the sea
why can't we all just walk away?
ten years after, i'm going home
cute foxes curl into each other
get the hell out of here dennis
the befuddlements of butterpaw
none of us are here by choice.
the bare minimum of a village
the moon will follow you home
imagine how is touch the sky
this site is mobile hostile
two doves fly ever onwards
you erased my fucking dog?
wasting illness wikipedia
i'll be gone, little cat
last train home syndrome
arigó is their last hope
snoop garbed the caramel
when will my man come?
i can be your reindeer
paul blart flesh mall
if not then oh well
ontological ghosts 
soft static skies
Wolfie Blackheart
bleary wuthreach
honda civic 2010
num0u the impfox
anubis hospital
lol at ur swag
indian summer
hey frail boy
snow day 2012
saint krasnow
deer in fog
winter rain
☣w☣
Θώθ

a land where the sun never shone, and the light was like twilight
a creature like a man with a wolf's head
slow growth and very large bones
the coordinates of the tree were later identified on Google Maps
growth stage of the Cervidae family including the species of deer
from November 2006 until it was discontinued in June 2012
fairy pieces including wolf and fox
in which the normal rules and reality of the world are suspended and replaced
infinite scatterings of points
family of mosses
form a filamentary structure 
strange, repeating loop of experiences
names the entire body of a multicellular non-moving organism
USB flash drive containing malicious code
a longer, deeper gentle sadness
animal form
a human ear grown on its back
he acted like he was afraid to
discovered minutes later
any music or sound besides ambient noise
"Mojikyō WEB" (文字鏡WEB)
that they should travel together forever
a phenomenon that occurred during February 1855
somewhere between the shadows
salvation within the context of the everyday world.
photographed in 2012s
optical disc format for audio storage introduced in 1999
not easily identifiable in the modern animal world
most of these trees survive to this day
library cat
giving up all one's worldly possessions
christian anarchist philosophical treatise
2 December 2009, 18:40 (UTC)
the diploma was deemed insufficient to gain Kitty admission to local colleges
about the dead, either well or nothing
digital rain
This image has been assessed using the Quality image guidelines and is considered a Quality image
late 1921, the 10th year of the Taishō era
language and names have power to affect the material world
amid concerns over nuclear fallout
most commonly seen in children
incorporated newly found fragments
the second web browser ever created
all universal events, thoughts, words, emotions, and intent ever to have occurred
Four Treasures of the Scholar's Study (文房四譜; pinyin: Wén Fáng Sì Pǔ) 
role-playing game Dungeons & Dragons
increasingly abstract
the September 11 attacks never happened
a typical college dorm (mine)
broadcast television
channels called meridians having branches connected
the Nibiru cataclysm
pasted over and over to spam online discussions
don't immanentize the eschaton
except in Iceland, where it survives
25 February 2007
Грайворонский район-1 Date  12.06.2009
it has no particular meaning
from the sixteenth century, it came to mean
after six minutes, the broadcast returned
language death
reject war, militarism, and the use of violence
occasional reports of erratic behavior emerged
found off the coasts around the world
File:A pair of sad nerds (861789762).jpg
between 640 BC
flowers at the end of everything
more than 80 million
unknown script
obsessively minuscule detail
war poet
land of ten thousand lakes
it is not just that all men must die
the shadow of a figure, the shapes of the street, the expressions on strangers’ faces
with Yahoo! Geocities dying on March 30th of 2019, I will be dying with it



internet mysteries, urban legends, online spam, anonymity
net art (JODI & Eva and Franco Mattes)
lowercase (steve roden)
the way data decays
the 20th century being buried
loneliness and love at a distance

   Just a few more turns

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/11iHAyYCLzeuSsp7aO1KhAqRJqtmn_iv12Ozi7S5xf18/edit?usp=sharing
https://comfybox.floofey.dog/threads/will-toledo-car-seat-headrest-furaffinity-archive-2010-2012.212/
https://tenor.com/view/coyote-burrito-coyote-eats-burrito-coyote-eating-burrito-gif-1301243974589284373
https://junocat1890.neocities.org/TraditionalArt
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/9218374231325347/
https://straightlaces.com/what-do-doc-marten-lace-colors-mean/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:Long-term_abuse
https://old.reddit.com/r/ambien/comments/72iqm3/outb_guardian_br_proud_of_h/
https://iruka459.web.fc2.com/
https://old.reddit.com/user/Due_Media_642/submitted/
https://old.reddit.com/user/Chronos_the_Cat/
https://writening.net/page?PEPun2
https://www.elisiomedrado.ba.gov.br/Handler.ashx?f=f&query=d7c44780-163a-4026-a8eb-ca00e4604b30.pdf&name=DISPENSA%20ELETR%C3%94NICA%20002-2020-3.pdf
https://youtuube.neocities.org/Websites
https://phys.org/news/2016-04-years-lost-songs-middle-ages.html
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40991617/
https://siestadelsomewhere.com/category/writing/
https://fuzzyfoe.neocities.org/sonas

you look outside and see something that looks like you but isn’t quite right
please click on the entity that is inside your home

Something about the other dimension me and my friend visited. Something about neon lights and night wind? About deserts and sport cars? About datahell, abandoned radiostations, blurry tripouts? Something about.. everything?