sam ray (teen suicide, julia brown, etc.) likes reversing pieces of his music so how i have to unreverse them listen: unlimitedfreemilkshakes.bandcamp.com/album/spring-break the same things happening to me all the time (teen suicide, 2015) ("spill the blood of the innocent") eric reads a poem (cute boy kissing booth, 2012) hayden reads a poem (cute boy kissing booth, 2012) (seems to be a continuation of the track itself, just backwards) bill schafer is not a real person (cute boy kissing booth, 2012) ("everything got weird again") the goodbye door (cute boy kissing booth, 2012) the whole track seems to be backwards. my headphones are broken in a weird way so that when i tilt them wrong it almost perfectly isolates drums or vocals, i have no idea how it works but this time it isolated the vocals extremely well. (you make sense of it.) a performance of foust with the [blues?] the doldrums are not duldrums are duldrums certainly is not explains to me the prince of the air to my void of infancy before tides, we spent the afternoon we sped toward the sinking gold skyliner horizon with rain, blind, passing and in our [vlines?] blind, quite literally the role of [????] nostalgia media sensations from the mouth of another scintillating megalomaniac she [swee? ??at least ?????? (spanish?)] if angels had angles, these would be these four [cyborg?] pillars capped by fluorescent halos the [taloned??] looked better in their clothes [????? foxy and holly] style is used so frequently without conviction and it's a damn shame that the path between my words and mouth gets plugged with a gutful of hamburger to you, scintillating L.A. flecked skin hair, pasty hair forearms [four eyes surprise?] i think i've got a thing and you've got style i won't write you by my life but i'll flirt with you, sleepless strange light this one isn't sam, it's from memory twin (who's inspired by sam) dead pigeon under a lemon tree (dead flowers for a friend, 2017) "it's unbelievable and it's terrible"